AnnoyingBitchyCharlotte

So i knew yat and this girl, Charlotte were in contact...as a friend. And i seriously dont mind at all. He told me that Charlotte has a depression and she wants to commit suicide (-.- which is utterly so immature) . She is currently residing in Switzerland right now So, i thought "Yeah, fine. Yat just wanna help her out. Besides, she lives in switz so there wont be any harm right."

Well apparently, that asshole Yat forgot to delete his conversation with that motherbitch and I happened to read it. And hey! Surprise surprise! They were talking about sex, screaming each other's name while doing so, cuddling each other in bed, liking each other. They even skyped together! God knows whether that bitch showed off her tits or smtg. Like tha fuck man? When i read those messages, yat tried to snatch his phone from me. So what does that proves? Guilty?

I went back home, locked my bedroom door and cried my eyes out (luckily no one saw me crying at home, else i'll be a laughing stock in the family). The one thing im pretty much upset was Yat never showed any kind of remorse, or apologetic at least. He even told me to break up. His mistake, but he's trying to cover up by breaking up with me. Aint that a very immature thing to do? I couldnt take it so I met him at Sengkang. Yes, i initiated the meetup. Not him. Me.

So many things happened. Dont wish to rant all of them here. Well yea Yat texted her that he dont want to talk her anymore. That, i really appreciate it. But it's just wasnt enough. History can repeat itself. Im pretty sure of it. Honestly, deep down in my heart even though i want this relationship to last, i doubt it can ):

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It's over, me & you )':

I am crying so much right now. I cant believe you would do this to me. All these while my friends/my sister have been saying such nasty things about you, but i chose not to listen.

I pictured our future together. You got me thinking about our house and kids. We made all sorts of plans. I was too sure back then. What just happened? What am i doing? Why am I in this state? I just feel so pathetic right now. I feel like a worthless crap. I cant even get a guy to love me. Been falling for the wrong guy every time )': Everything's affecting me. Sometimes I wish could just leave from everyone's sight. Things would be much happier then.

I cant stop crying. You played me out then walked out on me. Thanks for the lesson

Liar

Recently i found out that yat played this social app thingy called "MeetMe" It's kinda like a facebook thing where you can socialise and meet new friends some stuffs like that? Okay so apparently that poor guy forgot to switch off his activity log in facebook, so thats how i come to know he plays 'em. His activity log was like... "Myth checked out (this girl) out". Actually i dont really care much about that. Yknw, boys being boys. The interesting part was when I asked yat, he DENIED everything. Yes, everything. The fact that he played that app, the fact he checked that girl out...he denied everything. And he can even claimed he's a faithful boyfriend. Like what the fuck?I never really wanna blow things up or make it into a big issue. But i hate it when the evidence is right there infront of me, yet he still has the cheek to lie to me. I forgive cheaters, but i dont forgive liars.

So when he claimed he's a "faithful boyfriend", I asked him whether I could check his facebook and stuff. I asked for his email and password, just to scare him out you see. I never really check my exs' facebook and all. I do have their email and password, but i never really check them. I mean there should be trust in relationships, right? Therefore, I trusted yat. But this was his reply "if you wanna start all this 'i have to know your password and stuff' i dont like it." That answer....no kidding. I wanna check his facebook more than anything in this world.

His excuses are all so lame. He said im being controlling? Which part of it is controlling? Controlling is like this. "Dont mix with your friends anymore" or "dont text ur girl-friends" or "dont look at any girls except me" Now thats being controlling freak. I merely asked for his facebook. Oh god i am so pissed whenever i recalled the words he cussed at me. And end up he asked for a breakup. Whatever. I cant tolerate this anymore. The more I tried in keeping this relationship together, the more hurt i get. He didnt even bother to make an effort or something. I hate how my personal problems affects my studies. I cant really think straight in school whenever I feel fucked up