Had a tough week. From lectures to scoldings to beatings -.- I feel like shit nowadays. Ive been a really bad friend and a bad daughter. Keh tknk emo banyak uh. I just wanna say sorry to all those ive caused countless troubles and I promise I work hard starting from today. I wanna start praying soon. Hahaha. Yessss, i know i said that the last time. But what happened eh. Semangat lima minit aja. Hopefully not this time round.

I gotta blog what happened yesterday. I skipped school. And the chairman of my course called my mom up and yeahp, thanks alot eh Mr Leong. He wants to meet me on monday regarding my poor attendance. Wish me luck.

I didnt go to school for the whole week. I feel like quitting school already ): Im just not happy there. I dread going to school every morning. Its like I have to force myself to attend the shitty lessons and then make myself completely into a laughing stock for the whole class to see during presentations. I'll stutter when im nervous. Not only that, the distance from my house to school .. Yeap, not happy at all.

And I know everyone around me kinda disappointed with my decision. Especially my parents. I know they've worked hard to support me. But, Im not happy in that school. No use forcing someone to school when ive lost heart to study. Because of this, I had a huge fight with my mom yesterday. I accidentally used coarse language on her ): Sorry ibu. But why cant parents seem to understand eh? Ive done everything they told me to. But cant they let me decide on this, for once? Its not like as if im quitting school for good. I just want to change school, thats all. 

& Dominic, im sorry i didnt go school today. I know you are disappointed, same goes to my any other close friends. You know who you are. Haha. Im still trying to figure out what I wanna do. Sorry for being such a burden to you guys. Ahhhhh