Dear Muhd Aidil.

Look at these photos. Look at how happy we were. Yes, I did cry for you. There are things that we don’t want to happen, but have to accept. The saddest thing is that we fell in love with one another, only to find out in the very end that we weren’t meant to be together. There is only one thing that bothers me and kept me questioning. Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean to them? You did great shits to me - intentional or not, I kept on fighting. You left so many deep scars in my heart and up till now, I am still not sure how the hell I was able to keep holding on for you. Whatever million words you said to me now, will never bring us back together. Cause relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than hurting yourself by putting them back together. What is broken is broken. I would rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it. It’s over. Thanks for the bitter and sweet memories you’d given to me. You make me laugh, you make me cry. There’s still that little love from me to you, i admit. Please, do not forget me because i dont think i can ever forget you. We’ll meet again, somehow. I hope you’re doing good in school. Face the future from now on instead of getting stuck in the past. Im sure, there are much more better girls out there that deserve you more than me. I will miss you, Muhd Aidil.

Its been a while ladies

My love life is in a mess. But ive no intention on fixing it. Haixzs.

Happy Birthday To Muhd Khairul Azhar Bin Salleh.

An irritating brother, who always sneaks around in my room to steal my money/ciggies whenever im asleep or when im not in my room. And when I caught him red-handed, he would just smile to me and walk away as if none of this happened. Hahaha. Despite you being our family thief, i still love you my brother! Wah seh. Happy 19th Birthday and stay happy.

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Hello dear readers. Today's my off day. So i grab this chance to go out with my mom again. Been trying keep myself occupied.

Happy birthday Afic

Taken on last saturday

i feel stupid, really.

fuck everyone.

Had a tough week. From lectures to scoldings to beatings -.- I feel like shit nowadays. Ive been a really bad friend and a bad daughter. Keh tknk emo banyak uh. I just wanna say sorry to all those ive caused countless troubles and I promise I work hard starting from today. I wanna start praying soon. Hahaha. Yessss, i know i said that the last time. But what happened eh. Semangat lima minit aja. Hopefully not this time round.

I gotta blog what happened yesterday. I skipped school. And the chairman of my course called my mom up and yeahp, thanks alot eh Mr Leong. He wants to meet me on monday regarding my poor attendance. Wish me luck.